Soul expression deferred

We are built of two half cell donation. A race winning sperm and an ovum lucky enough to be there at the right time and right displacement out of the multiple and poorly timed and positioned ovulations before it. Possibly two or several if ovulation induced medically. 

Both get to form an embryo that by mitotically divide, using available resources from the maternal blood supply get to form a fetus. Periodic table elements that basically double every time sufficient solar dust material is at its disposal.

We get to be born nine or so months from conception, bar any mistake happening into a cold airy environment with hopefully a milk dripping nipple to add more solar dust or specifically periodic table elements to our our brittle self until we are self sustaining. 

Bread here, rice here, chicken there to add more kilograms to that identity we tend to associate with self, running, walking and talking in a characteristic nature we would later claim as identity. 

The wind beneath our wings in all this is further pushed into the shadows as materials and mass dominate. 

We get to be old and this accumulate can't house the soul no more. It's crumbling and wants to be returned to the solar dust it got borrowed from. Or is it a fight back from the trapped soul? Slavery has its limits, even for a soul. Data has to be retained, irrespective of matter stain. 

How do we suddenly claim this as all that we are, having been witness to the slow additives from the loan sperm and ovum starting point? How do we lay claim to lactose accumulate we got offered as a parasite for that first year, not to forget the nestum and rice that got us this far? How inconsiderate that when this vessel that's housed our soul without paying no mortgage for this long gets to be this bemoaned rather than cherished for all its given.

The energy/soul/data that we systematically suppressed thus far is trying to break free of the cage and we wail.

 

If only we could have learned to see ourselves outside this manufactured identity as part of earlier existence. If only we could have gotten an armchair view of what we deem to be us as part life. 

I guess mandatory Everest summit as qualification to existence is asking too much of mere mortals.

Change and renewal should be a celebrated event, probably more so than birth.  We need more parallel experience. We need more meditatory peace in life. We need to see more of us outside the little circle we call ourselves. 

Identity crises of momentous proportions. The 100% we are gets denied expression even post death of this parasite.

If  biochemistry and physiology of beauty and health are the elements of every mix, then results are assured

Singularity

Oneness/Unity/creation

Too much is made of contrast. In fact it's the only way we know how to learn most tasks. Hot or cold. Rich or poor. Fast or slow. IQ’d or politician. Dead or alive. 

Contrasting and competition as far as one can see. Win at all costs. Fly higher or lower the pass rate for the masses. 

The basis of our learning is structured upon the degree to which anything is purported to be that what it’s supposed to be. 

Remove the competitive contrast and we're lost. Remove the cage and we shut off. Our essence is forebrain centered.

The very last tract in our evolutionary brain journey is all we can muster. Trapped in 3 D. God couldn’t have created that mutant as our best survival strategy, more so after letting the devil roam free amongst us. Yet it's all that characterizes us as humans. No wonder the snake won the garden of Eden battle. 

There's no comparative analysis at subcortical level. At the very basic anatomical level, hypothalamus and amygdala  to be specific, fright flee fight response has no degrees or contrast. Every cell works in harmony with the rest of the system. No rear view mirrors. No self identity. 

Between these two evolutionary bipoles psychiatry is thrown very little light to dissect the subject cortically. If that was the right platform to use in the first place. 

Most other animals primary response to environmental stimuli is based sub cortically, okay substantial amount. 

The primordial unity is all but lost in social inhibition humans have had to endure. It's showing in our psych file epidemiological history. 

Religious scholars can butt in here but I think Jesus was alluding to exactly that in Matthew’s 6: 25 to 34 when he said that the birds with less forebrain liability have an advantage over us. They are not worked up about what’s on the menu for tomorrow. 

Meditation is an Everest to summit for most of us. Shouldn't erasing self should be child's play? 

We can’t even lay claim to any functional IQ advantage over human civilizations before us or the childish innocence we took years of education to erase. We  got little to defend our evolutionary conflicted and anxiety laden pathway. 

Pyramids and some of the temples built on monolithic rocks immediately shuts all but the most ignorant talking heads. 

A neurone can’t say to a hepatocyte that am more important than you. 

Each does what it does best for the unit to survive. It knows no liver. Each can’t live without the other.

Is it possible our forebrained développement trapped us into a spiral of self destructive vortex that can only lead us to extinction? 

Was Jesus saying something scribed in small print that we missed? Is Revelations genotyped? 

Before you shoot me down, I do believe creation needs a black hole on the flip side. The amount of energy one needs to form particles from energy can only be provided by black hole input. The amount of energy lost to make our momentum static should be somewhere difficult to hide too. Gravity can't be all we left with. 

E =mc². Data is conserved. 

Do the basic maths. Maybe Mâlema can be given immunity at this level. Hand work not much use here. 

I arrived at this from scientific end point. I need balled religious souls that can look Jesus in the eye and come back with answers to form confluence of thoughts, not just castles of hope buildt on dry sand. No matter how spiritual I am, which is an overstatement, I have no right to form a religious opinion and I am not going to. We have just too many opinionated people with little brains to back it up.

We have been past the event horizon before, if both science and the Bible got to be believed. We should be able to rise above mental decay rapidly swallowing humanity before we cross the event horizon line again. We need divine intercepts here for the whole to be realized. We need to be One or the black hole will literally make us one without much choice. 

We need the apple tree. Where is the damn snake when one needs it most. 

If  biochemistry and physiology of beauty and health are the elements of every mix, then results are assured